you know it

i have to understand
you
your needs
your angst
your worries
your temptations
your limitations
your expectations
your nonexpectations,too.
with you running away
with you avoiding
with you busy
with you numb,to me.
just tell me one thing, what do i say when you say,if you ever do,"lets meet" ?
"Let's see", I will say just the way you do.

you know it well,i will never say it.
and
i know it very well i never can.